Just want to say i miss you nia, its only 12 hours and i got so much to say to you, so much that i couldnt take it anymore. But i will still wait for the deal to end. Wondering how was your day and did anyone upset you. So much running through my head from the time i left you.
Im just doing what you said you want me to do so here am i waiting for your text but seems like it won’t be coming even thou you said its suppose to be here.
Sometimes i think that maybe if letting go would be a better choice but it won’t be easy. I can’t handle the pain but i know that i have to go through it one day or another. But i really can’t help but to feel a tinge of sadness.. maybe not a tinge but a whole lot. Its sad to see the ambience between us go downhill and no matter how we try to make it better, it still goes down hill after a time or so.
It takes courage to do it and i know I’m lacking of it. Whatever I’m doing now, it may seems like a mistake but trust me, it means nothing.